mental unhealth day
Long story short (to late) I rand some stuff from home, piled in the car, came to work and I have been here ever since. Lately I am feeling so mentally unhealty, like I go through the motions but don't go beyond that for fear that today will be the day that I snap and will have to be commited. Ok that might be an exerageration. But I just don't feel like things here are going to change for the better here.
I think that I am going to give it till firday to let myself calm down and see how things play out. see if there is any more fallout from todays issues. then I will make my decision from there. I have to keep my eye on the things that make me smile and let me forget about work. one more day at a time I suppose

