Time to update
Since then, thigns have calmed down considerably and I am starting to feel normal again. I left my traveling job, I have sence found work that is local, to both PHX and my house. This has been a huge help, as traveling so much with everything else that was going on was REALLY stressfull. I also have continued to make mistakes, and make things worse that they prolly needed to be with some of the stuff in my life. I think now that I have reach a point where its just going to be time that tells me what direction that I go next.
On the lighter side there is an addition to the family, somthing I have been thinking about for a long time, and now I think I can actually accomplish.

For the first day and a half he went by nameless pup. But I think that his offical name is going to be sprocket. As you can see he spends lots of time sleeping, I think that this is a very temporary thing. He is a Boston Terrior, and they are known for being crazy hyper. we will see how it goes, but I look forward to not having such an empty house. Because the new job is close to work, I can come home for lunch and play for an hour or so. and then go back and finish up.
I have a pretty good feeling that there will be several posts about him in the near future. Somthing to move me away from some of the other issues I have been having.
more later

