I found it on top of the mountian

today I found my sence of wonder, not that it was gone completly, but today I experienced that all encompasing feeling that I used to have much more often.

it started as the sun was coming up, before you could even see it, it was lighting up the eastern sides of the rock. So far away and alright lighting the way.

what really got me though was looking at the city lights streaching across the valley, looking so uniform. Knowing people built it all. How did such a large undertaking come together so erfectly? It seems impossible when you look at it from here.

I believe the answer, one road, one street light, one house, one person, and most, importantly, one day at a time.

I think this is how I m going to focus my life moving forward. One day at a time living an being happy today, living my life as if there may be no tomatrow, you never know when it will be your time.

the last coupe days/weeks have been pretty tough.. On a lot I people, through it all, I have some memories that I will never forget. this last weekend, i had the best time at the lake/camping I think I have ever had, I was able to relax and enjoy the time with friends. I
would like to do both more.

I still believe everything happens for a reason, and that from every bad comes some good, sometimes from this distance, it just looks like dots. later someone or somthing come along to connect those dots and reveal the bigger picture.......