Talking to Sean kinda randomly about life and goals, and I told him that yesterday I made the decision that I was going to change some pretty major things in my life, and get back to 10% Body Fat. I sent Sean a picture of me from LA, and he asked when it was taken... I looked at the timestamp on the file 9/8/99 that officially freaked me out. Since the date yesterday when I made this decision was 9/8/04. This is just one more of those signs that I keep getting... one of those sign that is to big to just dismiss, the ones that are telling me that I am headed for something. I have a better Idea where now. I mean over the past couple weeks I have met and talked to people who have changed their life dramatically from where it was to where it is now. And until now I didn't tie it all together. I think that I am headed for a really good happy place, I just think that it is going to take me some time to get there, and it might require more "alone" time. I think that I am even starting to see the direction I need to go to get to where I want to be.
I can see myself making changes and going back for Christmas to visit my family and having them say, WOW you look really good, and being able to feel like I have a new direction and focus in life. The pieces are starting to line up. I have a job that I enjoy very much that I can see myself having and growing in for some time to come. I have the plans in place for a house of my own, I have removed the Sentra from the picture temporarily to let me see that I probably don't need it and should get rid of it. Bite the bullet, save some money pay it down and just sell it out-right.
Most of all my independence is constantly growing, I feel much less dependant on anyone today then I think I ever have. I feel that I have started my own direction in life and I see very positive things coming from that. I have a really up-beat and positive on most things in my life, and I feel that my ability to share the positive attitude with other people makes me happy.
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