I have written little tid bits in my journal the last couple of days but never published them, and now I have lost them. Today, right now I am at work in Scottsdale office... and I am really emotional all of a sudden. The song 8th world wonder came on by Kimberly lock came on. I thought I was going to cry... luckly now as I type this, the next song that came on was don’t look back by Thalia. I am glad that it did not sure that I could have handled it if it didn’t. Talking to my friend Ben on-line the one I have been talking to a couple weeks now... seems like a really good kid. I always enjoy our talks, and I smile when he messages me.
Sitting here listening to the titanic sound track, fighting back the tears. Mostly thinking that the things that I have loved most in my life are slowly slipping away. Waves of what I can only describe as depression... not really something normal for me. I feel like I want to just go home and sleep.
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home