chating
Spent some time chattin on-line today people truly amaze me. they chat with you for a little while and once they see something they don’t like they just disappear. Everyone is so concerned with type and clicking right away, and it seems everyone is looking for a quick screw. Well that’s not me, never really has been. I think about the gay community. And wonder how people get to where they are in their lives. I talked to a friend of mine the other day. Rich, talk about luck. How lucky was I to have him drop into my life, and let me see into the core of the gay community. No lies, no frilly dressing. Just the way it was. I think it let me develop real ideas of how things are and helped me develop the idea of what I wanted. It was a long road for me from there to get to where I am now. But I know I would not have made some of the decisions good or bad without his influence. I count myself lucky to consider him a close friend.
Rich and I also talked about old times, and people we both knew. Whenever this happens to me and I realize how much time has passed. I am always shocked. People I met 5 and 6 years ago. That seems like ages. I still feel like we are all connected, like there is a link that links everyone together.
I think I again made an ass out of my self the other day with the monsta. LOL... he caught me in just the right mood, and asked me what I was thinking… so I just kind blurted out what was on my mind… and again got the standard WOW response… I have learned to appreciate that response instead of despise… I have the power to make him not know how to respond… I think that’s a pretty big thing.


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